The Shadow Side of the Vincentian Mission

John P. Prager, c.m.

The Vincentian vocation is missionary by nature1. The truth of this statement does not reside in the fact that some of us preach parish missions or travel to foreign lands. Those specific ministries arise out of the missionary spirit that Vincent de Paul lived and breathed and shared with his family. Something more fundamental is at work here. We are missionaries because the call to follow Jesus, evangelizing the poor, always demands a missionary response.

Our tradition has valued the missionary ideal for more than three centuries. It has been canonized in our rules and documents. The community saints and heroes, who have been proposed to us as our models, have been missionaries. Nonetheless, maintaining the missionary spirit of St. Vincent has often been a struggle. That constant tension points to a reality which is frequently mentioned in passing, but rarely explored in any depth- the missionary vocation is difficult. Perhaps we idealize the goal and forget the innate problems involved in the process of becoming missionaries? Is it possible that we presume that the goodwill of those who come to serve the poor is enough to produce good missionaries?

Unless we address the realities of the missionary experience that element of the charism recedes into the background. In this article I want to offer a few simple reflections on the Vincentian mission and specifically its shadow side.

1. The Vincentian Missionary Vocation: Following Jesus among the Outcasts

When Jesus says "come and see" to members of the Vincentian family he does it from the periphery of society. He invites us to accompany him into the world of the poor and the wretched of the earth. He presents us with the challenge to become brothers and sisters to those who have been chewed-up by the system and discarded in modernity's march toward progress.

Following Jesus is missionary because it means leaving our place in the center of society and entering another place with the economic and social outcasts2. It's the free choice of making the world of the poor our world. We cross the boundaries of race, class, culture and status in order to live the Gospel with the most abandoned. The missionary seeks to love in unfamiliar territory by being a herald of God's mercy among those who have been shown no mercy3.

What is envisioned here is more than an intellectual exercise which enables us to think of ourselves as missionaries while keeping our distance from the poor. Nor is it some work we do for the indigent while retreating back to another world at night. Rather it is the radical crossing over which makes the poor our life and not our job.

Three things characterize the missionary vocation4:


St. Louise once criticized a group of sisters for refusing to accept the hardships which the poor endure every day6. She knew that we risk becoming tourists in the land of the poor if we don't assume something of their lifestyle.

Entering the world of the poor means leaving behind many of the things we have known in our world of abundance. It means freely choosing to live within the limits which the poor have not chosen. Can we create islands of relative luxury and still speak a credible word about standing with the poor?

More importantly, what happens to a missionary who refuses to give up comfort? St. Vincent pointed out that if we do not live simply we can say good-bye to the poor7. He means that if we let attachment to our accustomed fashion of living insulate us from the needs and concerns of the poor we will never become missionaries.

It's probably true that we will never be poor like the poor. However, it does not follow that we have to be middle-class like the middle-class. If we honestly want to pitch our tents with the victims, we have to be willing to discard some of our security.


Ever when a missionary travels only a few blocks geographically, the journey to the poor is a leap across a great divide. Different realities predominate and other values hold sway. The language may or not be the same, but the new context changes the meaning of the words. In short, the missionary enters a new culture9.

We come to the poor with our own experiences, values and concerns. However, the world looks different from the underside of history. Being missionary means entering this new environment with an attitude of openness and respect. Judgment has to be suspended until one has the capacity to penetrate the real meanings hidden in people's expressions. Inculturation indicates a sensitivity to an unfamiliar world-view and a willingness to dialogue with it in order to learn.

The history of the foreign missions is filled with examples of pastoral agents who attempted to impose their truth. The false assumption that we know what's best or have the only true way to God can still be present in our mission to the poor. It's still heard in phrases like "bringing Christ to the poor." St. Vincent, on the other hand, reminded his followers that true religion is found among the poor10. He wanted his missioners to be aware that God speaks and acts in a different context there.

New Evangelization11

Jesus, the missionary of the Father, came to evangelize the poor. He knew first-hand the "bad news" that destroyed people's lives. In word and deed he sought ways to proclaim God's love in the face of great evil.

If the mission to the poor is truly to be "Good News" the concept of evangelization has to include but move beyond catechetics. Evangelization is not so much the passing on of doctrine as much as it is openess to the presence of God's kingdom. It is the process by which one becomes sensitive to and capable of cooperating with God's liberating love12.

New evangelization is not simply up-dated pastoral techniques. It is a constitutive shift which seeks to encounter new possibilities for evangelization in the changed situation of the modern world. It is not new in the sense of rejecting the old. New Evangelization preserves the tradition of the christian community and the mission of Jesus. It begins, however, within the present context.

This is not the place to develop all the implications for our ministry. However, some of the elements that might be included in the new evangelization would be: a ministry that's more one of accompanying and less one of directing13; a pastoral style that facilitates the participation of the laity14; an option for the poor15; attention to the social, political and economic realities16; the development of small christian communities17; learning to do theology and listen to God's Word from the perspective of the people18.

2. The Shadow Side of Mission

Following the missionary Jesus is a great risk. Inculturation, insertion and new evangelization entail jettisoning much that is familiar in order to set out into the unknown. This experience, while it may be the road to salvation, is also a path of painful vulnerability. A psychologist could probably explain the inner dynamic involved in all of these transitions. I prefer simply to describe the experience.19

As disengagement from accustomed patterns of living occurs and the trusted landmarks which gave stability fade away, insecurity becomes the familiar companion of the missionary. The demand to let go of the past and the simultaneous desire to cling to it produce an on-going struggle. The old categories no longer seem quite suitable, and yet the new situation appears inpenetrable. There is a disturbing sense of being out of harmony with the surrounding environment.

Doubts and confusion usually join insecurity as part of the missionary experience. Some of this has to do with uncertainty about the new world one has entered. What's going on here? What do things mean? Why are things done this way? These are all common questions.

On another level, and in a much more pressing way, personal doubts and bafflement come into play. Self-confidence can be seriously shaken as cherished ways of thinking and acting are called into question. Can I really minister here? Am I capable of doing this? Should I be dedicating my life to these people? Is it all worthwhile? Sometimes these queries surface more basic questions like Who am I? How do I relate to other people and God? Lots of questions come to the fore and very few immediate answers present themselves.

Fear, anger and loneliness are three feelings that the missionary knows well. Disorientation and insecurity generate strong reactions. When the internal and external structures which have defined life in the past change, discomfort and pain are usually present.

Sometimes there's a general anxiety about entering the sphere of the unknown. At other times the fear is more localized around concrete experiences and situations. The impact of loss creates a sense of vulnerability. Leaving behind the places, things, persons or ways of thinking and acting, which provided an anchor in the past, places the missionary in the precarious position confronting the world without many resources.

Frequently anger enters the picture together with the fear. A thousand minor irritations and the constant frustration of not really understanding can be maddening. Large or small confrontations centering on the right or wrong way to do things provoke an angry response. Sometimes it's projected outwards toward the people. It can also be turned inward as one becomes exasperated with a constant stream of unwanted experiences. Even God now and then receives an angry blast for having placed us in the situation.

As the missionary exits one world and begins the process of entering another, loneliness comes on the scene. Although surrounded by people, their presence does not alleviate the sense of isolation. In fact, they may increase the feeling that one is an outsider. Old friends are not in a position to provide much support because they are far away or don't quite understand the experience. Even God seems to be absent or not listening.

The dark side of mission provokes many reactions. No one enjoys having to confront it. A quick retreat to safety and security is always a strong temptation. Some abandon the project completely. Others try to live in two worlds at the same time, never really letting go of the past. A few take refuge in denial. Most raise their defenses, at least for a time. Unfortunately none of these responses are particularly helpful ways of entering into mission. They may provide an escape from the experience and protection from the disagreeable feelings. However, they eventually lead us back to where we began.

There are ways of moving through the darkness into the light. In the next section I'd like to mention a few of those ways.

3. Conversion: Moving from the Darkness to the Light

St. Vincent's conversion is the paradigmatic experience of the Vincentian vocation. He found salvation by leaving his own world and entering the world of the poor20. He offers the hope that the missionary experience is the path to holiness, joy and peace. If we focus on his process rather than the final result,Vincent's conversion is even more enlightening. Like us he had to struggle with the dark side of the mission to the poor. He hesitated before the demands. His constant temptation was to seek his own comfort and security. It took him more than ten years to finally opt for the poor21.

Eventually St. Vincent discovered that there is no way to follow Jesus in the service of the poor and escape the difficult demands of that vocation. He had to find his way through the shadows. That continues to be the challenge for missionaries to the poor today. Like our founder we have to look for practical measures which will enable us to maneuver through difficulties of mission. I would like to suggest a few possible attitudes and actions that might be helpful:


Everyone brings a personal history, weaknesses and strengths to mission. In the course of our lives we develop a basic psychological structure which orients the way we relate to life's experiences and other people. A consciousness of who I am and how I react, especially to stressful situations, is indispensable for entering the mission to the poor. A clear notion of one's defenses, tendencies and inner resources enables one to keep one's bearings and take positive steps while avoiding serious pitfalls.

Besides a general self-knowledge, there is a need to be aware of how one is reacting to this particular situation. No one likes to look at disturbing feelings, weaknesses or pain. However, it becomes impossible to take positive steps without honestly admitting and confronting that part of the experience.

Having a guide

Speaking about the spiritual life, Thomas Merton says that it is foolish to enter the dark alone22. That would also apply to the missionary life. There's an incalculable value in being able to count on the wisdom and experience of a mentor or spiritual director. The simple fact of having someone accompany and listen to us is often enough to enable us to clarify the situation. Moreover, the objective opinion of an experienced guide can affirm positive directions as well as point out blind alleys and resistances.


The community exists for the mission. That turns out to be more than an often repeated axiom as one becomes immersed in the world of the poor. The shared vision, the example and the presence of others who have dedicated themselves to the same mission becomes a key support. The formal structures of community give stability in the midst of change. More importantly, the myriad simple ways that members of a community communicate care, concern and trust in the informal situations of daily living are tangible signs that one is not alone in this new world.


It may be stating the obvious to remember that friendship is an irreplaceable human experience. Everyone needs to love and be loved. The missionary is not exempt from this. In the midst of transition, letting-go and loneliness, one needs to know that there are people who are concerned and care about us. One has to trust that friends love us enough to listen and try to understand our experiences.

It's important to stay in contact with friends who will be supportative. The ideal would be to take time out for a visit. But if distance or the demands of ministry make that impractical, letters or phone calls are another way to be with friends.

Creating Personal Space

The constant tension of adapting, trying to understand and making changes requires a considerable inversion of time and energy. After a while the stress saps one's capacities. A sensible step is taking personal time to relax. Hobbies, exercise, short trips, keeping a diary, reading or any other activity one uses for recreation helps keep a balance.

All of the above suggestions are pretty well accepted means for dealing with any transition. The call to mission is also a christian vocation that has theological and spiritual ramifications. The Vincentian tradition offers a wealth of resources in this area. Vincentian spirituality is a spirituality for mission and the apostolate23. Most of St. Vincent's conferences and letters were directed to men and women either about to enter or trying to sustain a mission to the poor24. Here I would just like to point out a few insights culled from our tradition:

An Attitude of Humility and Openness

Openness and humility make missionary insertion and inculturation possible. Unless there is a readiness to accept new ways of thinking and acting there is no access to the world of the poor. It takes some effort to maintain an open mind and be willing to learn. That is why humility goes hand in hand with openness. Those who feel that they already have the answers and that their way is the correct way never accompany the poor. Humility allows one to listen to the people and their experience because it because it creates an attitude of valuing the other.

An Attitude of Mortification and Flexibility

Some people never become missioners because they are unwilling to let go of anything. They set so many conditions before they are able to leave or bring so much bagage when they go that for all practical purposes they are immovable. Missionary mortification is the willingness to let go of security in order to follow Jesus. It is the spirit of sacrifice which enables one to be flexible in order to stand with the poor.

Simplicity and Clarity of Motives

The principal motivation for the Vincentian mission is the following of Jesus, evangelizing the poor. As one encounters the reality of that mission, especially its darker elements, other alternatives spring to mind. Simplicity in terms of single-mindedness keeps the original reason for mission in focus. When unpleasant feelings and negative experiences augment the attractiveness of taking another route, simple transparency or honesty helps us make choices which are in keeping with the missionary option25.

The poor carry heavy burdens. Every day they come into contact with cold institutions and hard-hearted people. Only gentleness unlocks the door to their world. Unless the missionary acts with sensitivity, the door remains tightly closed. Gentleness is the attitude which translates into such actions as: the effort to understand the concerns of the poor; a willingness to accompany the people without demands and conditions; acceptance of the unfamiliar; compassion for weakness.

Even the meekest missionary experiences conflict and anger. The spirit of gentleness moves one to find healthy ways to deal with the anger.

Evangelical Zeal

Although the missionary needs to attend to personal reactions and needs support, the goal of evangelization also has to be kept in mind. One enters the mission to place all of one's talents, energy, creativity and time at the service of the poor and the Kingdom of God. The missionary who does not move the focus from personal needs to the needs of the poor will eventually become disheartened.

Zeal enables one to accept the challenges of living the Gospel in new situations. It animates the missioner to look for ways to overcome obstacles and set-backs. It creates a desire to evangelize and be evangelized by the poor.


The primary inspiration for the Vincentian mission is a profound relationship with the missionary Christ, who is encountered among the most poor and abandoned. Since Jesus' presence is not self-evident and has a sacramental quality about it, only faith permits one to see beyond the ugliness which is so much a part of the lives of the poor. That faith can really be put to the test by the unpleasant side of mission. That's especially true if we expect to find God in beauty, power or warm, peace-filled experiences. "Where is Jesus present in the midst of all this poverty and suffering?", is not an uncommon question. This is one of the reasons why prayer is so important. It makes us sensitive to the presence of God in the poor.

The call to mission is an invitation to share Christ's life with the poor. Prayer is the means for listening to the concrete demands of that vocation. In prayer Christ questions or affirms our missionary response. He also gives us an opportunity to pour out our hearts about the day-to-day experiences of mission. Without prayer the mission looses its center in Jesus and the missionary winds up reacting to events with only personal lights as a guide. That's a recipe for disaster for oneself and for the poor.


St. Vincent's fundamental insight might be rephrased as the conviction that if you open your life to the poor God steps into the space and will lead you to salvation. No one, certainly not the saint, would say that this vocation is an easy path to joy and happiness. The dark side of the mission is an inescapable fact. But, that should not cause disenchantment with the mission or reluctance to accept the burdens of opening one's life to the poor. These are the cost of discipleship. They are the Vincentian participation in the dying and rising of the Lord. That is a message of hope, which has enabled members of the Vincentian family to deal with the dark side of the mission and come to great happiness in the service of the poor.

(1)While only the Daughters of Charity, paraphrasing Vatican II's Ad Gentes Divinitus No.2 in No. 2:10 of their Constitutions, explicitly make this statement, the idea is applicable to other branches of the Vincentian family.

(2)Ibañez, JM., "Identidad de la Misión Vicenciana" in Misión Vicenciana y Evangelización de los Hombres de Hoy, (Salamanca: CEME, 1987), p. 181-212.;

Bastiaensen, A., "Breves Apuntes en torno al Carisma y la Espiritualidad Vicencianos y Nuestra Conciencia Misionera", CLAPVI No. 68 (1990) p. 229-237.

(3)Sobrino J., The Principle of Mercy: Taking the Crucified people from the Cross, (NY: Orbis, 1994).

(4) Much of the following section has been inspired by recent works in missiology. Although these studies are directed to foreign missionaries, many of the concepts seem to me to be applicable in the Vincentian mission to the poor:

Bellagamba A., Mission and Ministry in the Global Church, (NY: Orbis, 1992).

Bosch D., Transforming Mission: Paradigm Shifts in Mission Theology, (NY: Orbis, 1991).

Burrows W., Redemption and Dialogue: Reading "Redemptoris Missio" and "Dialogue & Proclamation", (NY: Orbis, 1993).

Comblin J., The Meaning of Mission, (NY: Orbis, 1977).

Flanagan P, ed., A New Missionary Era, (NY: Orbis, 1979).

Jenkinson, W. & H. O'Sullivan, eds., Trends in Mission, (NY: Orbis, 1991).

Santos A., Teología Sistemática de la Misión, (Estella: Verbo Divino, 1991).

Scherer, J. & S. Bevans, eds, New Directions in Mission & Evangelization 2: Theological Foundations, (NY: Orbis, 1994).

Senior, D. & C. Stuhlmueller, The Biblical Foundations for Mission (NY: Orbis, 1984).

(5)For more on insertion see:

Bonk J., Missions and Money: Affluence a Western Missionary Problem, (NY: Orbis, 1991)

Cussianovich A., Religious Life and the Poor, (NY: Orbis, 1979).

Maccise C., Espiritualidad de la Nueva Evangelización, (Mexico: CTR, 1991)

(6)Sullivan L., ed. & trans., Spiritual Writings of Louise de Marillac, (Brooklyn: New City, 1991), p. 391.

(7) Coste P., ed., St. Vincent de Paul: Correspondance, Entretiens, Documents, (Paris: 1925), XI, 79. This work will be cited as SV.

(8)For more information on inculturation see:

Arbuckle A., Earthing the Gospel: An Inculturation Handbook for Pastoral Workers, (NY: Orbis, 1990).

Shorter A., Evangelization and Culture, (London: Chapman, 1994). Shorter A., Toward a Theology of Inculturation, (NY: Orbis, 1992).

(9) Culture here means "a set of symbols, stories, myths and norms for conduct that orient a society or group cognitively, affectively and behaviorally to the world in which it lives." Cited in Shorter, A., Toward a Theology of Inculturation, p. 4.

(10)SV. XII, 170-171 and 200-201.

(11)Boff L., New Evangelization, (NY: Orbis, 1992).

Bravo C. "Las Tentaciones de la Nueva Evangelización," Christus (Mexico), No. 643 (1991), p. 24-33

Trigo, P., "Criterios de la Nueva Evangelización," Christus (Mexico), No. 643 (1991), p. 14-23.

(12)It seems to me that this is the broader sense of evangelization contained in Paul VI's Evangelii Nuntiandi.

(13)For more about ministry as accompanying see:

Boff C., Comó Trabajar con el Pueblo, (Bogotá: Codecal, 1992).

Sofield, L. & C. Juliano, Collaborative Ministry, (Notre Dame: Ave Maria Press, 1987).

(14) For more about lay participation see:

Doohan L., The Lay-Centered Church, (Minneapolis: Winston,1984).

Kinsler FR., Ministry by the People, (NY: Orbis, 1983).

Rademacher W., Lay Ministry: A Theological, Spiritual & Pastoral Handbook, (NY: Crossroad, 1991).

Whitehead, JD & EE., The Emerging Laity: Returning Leadership to the Community of Faith, (NY: Doubleday, 1988).

(15)For more about the option for the poor see:

Gutiérrez, G., The Power of the Poor in History, (NY: Orbis, 1981)

González-Carvajal, L., Con los Pobres Contra la Pobreza, (Madrid: 1994)

O'Brien J., Theology and the Option for the Poor, (Collegeville: Liturgical Press, 1992).

Pope S., "Proper and Improper Partiality and the Preferential Option for the Poor", Theological Studies (1993), p. 242-271.

Sobrino, J., The True Church and the Poor, (NY: Orbis; 1984).

(16)For more about Basic Christian Communities see:

Azevedo, M., Basic Ecclesial Communities in Brazil, (NY: Orbis, 1987)

Nickoloff, J., "Church of the Poor: The Eccleslology of Gustavo Gutierrez", Theological Studies (1993), p. 512-535.

Torres, S. & J. Eagleson, eds., The Challenge of Basic Christian Communities, (NY: Orbis, 1981).

(17)For more about the Social Dimensions of the Faith:

Casaldáliga, P. & JM Vigil, Political Holiness: A Spirituality of Liberation. (NY: Orbis, 1994).

Dorr, D., Option for the Poor, (NY: Orbis, 1988).

Haughey, J., The Faith That Does Justice, (NY: Paulist, 1977).

Holland, J. & P. Henriot, Social Analysis: Linking Faith and Justice, (NY: Orbis, 1986).

Sobrino, J., Spirituality of Liberation: Toward Political Holiness, (NY: Orbis, 1987).

(18)For more about popular reading of the bible and theology see:

Bevans, S., Models of Contextual Theology, (NY: Orbis, 1991)

Boff, L. & C. Boff, Introducing Liberation Theology, (NY: Orbis, 1986).

Mesters, C., Defenseless Flower: A New Reading of the Bible, (NY: Orbis, 1984) .

Schreiter, R., Constructing Local Theologies, (NY: Orbis, 1988).

(19)A useful introduction to this theme is Bridges, W., Transitions:

Making Sense of Life's Changes, (Reading, Mass: Addison-Wesley, 1980).

(20)I would disagree with Bremond and those who maintain that St. Vincent went to the poor because he was a saint. It seems to me that just the opposite is true.

(21)Some studies of the conversion are:

Corera, J., "La noche oscura de Vicente de Paúl," in Diez Estudios Vicencianos, (Salamanca: CEME, 1983), p. 13-40.

Ibáñez, J.M., Vicente de Paúl y los Pobres de su Tiempo, (Salamanca, 1976), p. 207-228.

Renouard, J., and others, "La Experiencia Espiritual del Señor Vicente y la Nuestra," in Vicente de Paúl y la Evangelización Rural, (Salamanca: CEME, 1976), p. 125-168.

(22)Merton, T., New Seeds of Contemplation, (NY: New Directions, 1961), p. 194-196; also Contemplative Prayer, (NY: Doubleday/Image, 1969), p. 36-37 & 92-93.

(23)For more about Vincentian Spirituality see:

Coluccia, G., Espiritualidad Vicenciana, Espiritualidad de la Acción, (Salamanca, CEME, 1979).

Ibáñez, JM., La Fe Verificada en el Amor, (Madrid: Paulinas, 1993).

Ibáñez, JM., Vicente de Paul: Realismo y Encarnación, (Salamanca: Sigueme, 1982).

Maloney, R., The Way of Vincent de Paul: A Contemporary Spirituality in the Service of the Poor, (NY: New City, 1992).

McKenna T., Praying with Vincent de Paul, (Winona, MN.: St. Mary's Press, 1994).

Prager, JP., "Reflections on the Renewal of Vincentian Spirituality," Vincentiana (1981), p. 366-383.

(24)This indicates the difficulty with making Vincentian spirituality a study of the history of ideas. Although it may be convenient for purposes of study, it does not do justice to the Vincentian experience. The Vincentian vocation, and the Vincentian spirituality that supports it, did not spring from an idea which St. Vincent received from others and then modified. It seems more correct to say that Vincent experienced God in the poor and used other people's ideas to understand and articulate the experience.

In terms of contemporary Vincentian spirituality, I think that means updating the founder's themes is not enough. The task is rather to develop ways of finding God in the poor today and maintaining the mission.

(25)The vows, especially the vow of stability, have the same rationale in the Vincentian tradition. They are a way to maintain fidelity to the mission. By means of the vows one has to keep in mind the fundamental Vincentian option of service of the poor.

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